Just got off the phone with the boy. It was a fun convo. He’s coming home today. As the rational side of me knew, I had nothing to worry about. With that said I’m really unhappy. He’s emotionally unavailable all of the time and I am emotional and I always have been. We’ve done a lot of growing and changing but together and separately over the last 8 years and I know we can make this work but that’s just it we both have to work at it. Neither one of us is exempt. I need to talk to him about how I feel but getting him to really talk to me is like pulling teeth. I need to figure it out though, I’m “happy” with my life so to speak on every level except this. Everything else is at least a work in progress except us, I still feel like we are at a standstill with the exception of us physically moving to a happier space. I can’t lie tho, I feel so much better that we talked. Now time for breakfast with Will followed by some Target therapy.